Afterall, I’m not beautiful
I said that like hundred times before gloating in pain.
I can’t imagine that I will compete w/ my bestfriend over him.
Absolutely, he hates me and absolutely he loves her.
He even turned his chair so that I couldn’t stare again @him for hours.
I really disapointed w/ my bestfriend, she has boyfriend already. She got evrything, evry single thing that a girl wants.
I can’t imagine that this will happen.
I just feel sorry for myself. Because I can choose to just say NO and goodbye to my feeling. But I can’t. I still can’t.
Ouch, what a pain T__________T